Why am I losing sleep over you when you’re dreaming of someone else
It just sucks how being a good friend doesn’t mean shit anymore. I don’t mind going above and beyond for someone I care about. I don’t even ask for much in return, just be there for me. Even that is too much to ask for nowadays. This is why I only fuck with a few people and keep to myself. I put the time and energy trying to be a good friend, and for what? To get ignored and get taken advantage of? This is why I’ve become more of a heartless person. I know nobody in this world owes me shit. Being nice to someone is something you should be doing all the time. It’s these fucking snakes who are nice to you only when they want/need something, that pisses me off. I held you down when you needed me and you can’t do the same? That’s cool, just don’t bother talking to me anymore. I’ll cut you off like it’s nothing and won’t lose any sleep over it.
And I learned ‘You deserve better’
was sometimes no more
than a synonym for ‘I don’t want to hurt you,
and I want you to be happy,
but I don’t love you anymore.’
Beau Taplin (via goldenskanz)
I hope you can’t sleep tonite.